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Name: Patrick
Country: United States
State: Michigan
Metro: Grand Rapids
Birthday: 2/11/1987
Gender: Male


Interests: Singing, Dancing, Acting, Being funny, Listening to music, Playing video games, and stuff that I can't remember.
Expertise: Madness, music, acting, video games that I have played, and stuff that I can't remember.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment


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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Currently Reading
Holy Bible: King James Version, Complete
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Who'd have guessed.......

Well, i just figured I'd make people who pay attention to this sort of thing aware that I am indeed alive..... and reading something that, I'm rather sure, many of you would be surprised about.......


go figure.


Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Hmm....back to old habits.

Well, it just got a little bit easier i suppose. I got a second job that is between the Appt. and Lake Odessa, therefore making it easy to keep. My roommates can wait a bit on the rent, seeingas how I just found out I have three more gigs this month, I finnally got as key made for the appt., AND I'm gonna try cooking a bit. Considering all this, life suddenly took a drastic turn up, if only for a moment. SWEETNESS!!!!!!

The (slightly better than last time, and suddenly full of a bit of hope)Pat


Monday, July 30, 2007

Return to madness

Boys and Girls!!!!!

It is my pleasure to bring you....the glorious return of.......well, you get the idea.....

Not really in the mood to be obnoxious. Yes Kristine, we're all surprised, shut up. ;)

The real reason I'm back on here is to vent a bit.

Ok, I'm working as a DJ. Awesome. I have an appartment. Awesome.

WHY DOES NOTHING WORK AS IT'S SUPPOSED TO?!?!?!?!!?!?!

I have a job people would kill for, and my future is right in front of me. I can't take it though. You know why? If I left my family on their own, I'm pretty sure they won't make it. I can't get a second job in  Lake Odessa, because I won't be here long enough, but I can't get one in GR, because I don't live there yet, plus I don't have my own car yet.Bringing me to my next point....HOW CAN I GET A CAR WITH NO MONEY!!!! Getting a student loan is as easy Pride and Prejudice for a dyslexic boy.

 

GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want to begin, but I can't. My morals don't allow me to begin my life. There is something seriously wrong here.

 

The (albeit returned, yet still confused, concerned,broke and overall jaded) Pat


Monday, December 04, 2006

Hello all. It has been a while since I have posted anywhere. So, here I am. It is 5:33 am on Monday December 4th, and I am awake from Insomnia. Fun. Anyway, I decided I would do my one line from songs game.It goes like this:

I have listed one line, or seres of lines from many songs by many artists, and it is your job to name them. Another added note, all of these lines are from very thoughtful songs, because when it gets late, I think a lot, and my thoughts late at night are very rarely very uplifting. Anyway, we'll do it like this, you can guess as many as you want. Since they are numbered, write the number, the song name, and the artist. If you don't know all of the stuff, meh. Don't worry about it. I'll give you points for trying. ;) And NO USING LETS SING IT. Well, have fun. I'll post the correct list in a few weeks.TTFN

Someone's calling me,

Patrick

1. It's a cold and it's a broken halelujah.

2. When your dreaming with a broken heart. Waking up is the hardest part.You roll out of bed, and onto your knees, and for a moment you can hardly breathe.

3. This World was never made for one as beautiful as you.

4. You could be my someone, you could be my seed. You know that I will save you from all of the unclean.

5. Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for them? Not the expression, no, Literally give an arm for them.When they know they're your heart, and you are their armor,and you will destroy anybody who'd try to harm her.

6. My will gets weak, and my thoughts seem to scatter, but I think it's about, forgivness. Forgivness. Even if you don't love me anymore.

7. I told myself I won't miss you, but I remember, what it feels like beside you.

8. I've had a chance to be insane, asylum from the falling rain. I've had a chance to break.

9. She acts like summer and walks like rain, reminds me that there's time change.

10. I think they meant it when they said you can't buy love. Now I know you can rent it. In new lease you are my love on life.

11. How did I get here, how the hell...Christmas. Christmas Eve last year.

12. 'Cause as time turns the page my love won't age at all.

13. And when you find yourself lying helpless in her arms, you know you really love a woman.

14. All across the world the villages go by like dreams. The rivers and the hills, the forests and the streams.

15. Whens stars go out each night, remind us where you are.

16. Your eyes can be so cruel. Just as I can be so cruel.

17. When happily ever after fails, and we've been poisoned by these fairy tales.

18. You find somebody to love in this world you better hang on touth and nail. The wolf is always at the door.

19. 'Cause i don't need boxes wraped in string, and desires of love and empty things. Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days.

20. Someday I'll wish apon a star, and wake up where the clouds are far behind me.

21.I'm so scared of getting older, i'm only good at being young. So I play the numbers game to find a way to say that life has just begun. Had a talk with my old man, said help me understand. He said turn 68 you'll renagotiate.

22. Darling,I never showed you. Assumed you'd always be there.I took your presence for granted. But I always cared.

23. Sometimes I feel like don't have a partner. Sometimes I feel like my only friend i the city I live in. The city of angels. Lonely as I am together we cry.

24. I wave good bye to ma and pa 'cause with the bird's I'll share this lonely view.

25. Let's go get lost anywhere in the usa. Let's go get lost. Let's go get lost.

26. How'd I let you slip away when I'm longing so to hold you. Now I'd die for one more day, 'cause there's something I should have told you.

27. How many special people change? How many lives are lived enstranged?

28. There's such a sad love deep in your eyes. A kind of pale jewel open and close in your eyes. I'll place the sky within your eyes.

29. I hope you'll remember me when you're homesick and need a change. I miss your purple hair. I miss the way you taste.

30. And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming. Or the moment of truth in your lies. When everything feels like the movies, you bleed just to know your alive.

31. Memories always start 'round midnight, 'round midnight. Haven't got the heart to cool these memories. When my heart is still with you. And old midnight knows it too.

32. I hear the words, but the meaning gets lost. It's a game. It depends on who the ball gets tossed.

33. If I lie here.If I just lay here. Would you lay with me and just forget the world.

34. She's got eyes of the bluest skies as if they thought of rain. I hate to look into those eyes and see an ounce of pain.

35. Will I lose my dignety? Will someone care? Will I wake tommarow from this nightmare?

36. Without you. The ground thaws. The rain falls. The grass grows. Without you. The seeds root. The flowers bloom. The Children play. The stars. The poets dream. The eagles fly. Without you. The earth turns. The sun burns. But I die without you.

37. I feel totally lost. If I'm asking for help, then it's only because being with you has opened my eyes. I can never believe such a perfect surprise.

38. Pain. Without love.Pain. I can't get enough. Pain. I like it rough, 'cause I'd rather feel pain then then nothing at all.

39. Something has changed within me.Something is not the same. I sick of playing by the rules of someone else's game.

40. Then that time I went and said goodbye. Now I'm back and not afraid to cry. Baby, here I am signed, sealed, delivered. I'm yours.

41. And when the night is cloudy, there is still a light that shines on me. Shines until tommarow, let it be.

42. I believe in yesterday.

By the way. Doing 42 of them is totally a coincidence.


Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Currently Listening
Stadium Arcadium
By Red Hot Chili Peppers
Slow Cheetah
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Getting ready for the concert......HUZAH!!!!!!!!!

One of my favorite songs from the album:

Wakin' up dead inside of my head
Will never, never do
There is no med
No medicine to take
I've had a chance to be insane
Asylum from the falling rain
I've had a chance to break

It's so bad it's got to be good
Mysterious girl misunderstood
Dressed like a wedding cake
Any other day and I might play
A funeral march for Bonnie Brae
Why try and run away

Slow cheetah come before my forest
Looks like it's on today
Slow cheetah come it's so euphoric
No matter what they say

I know a girl
She worked in a store
She knew not what her life was for
She barely knew her name
They tried to tell her she would never be
As happy as the girl in the magazine
She bought it with her pay

Slow cheetah come before my forest
Looks like it's on today
Slow cheetah come it's so euphoric
No matter what they say

Everyone has so much to say
They talk, talk, talk their lives away
Don't even hesitate
Walkin' on down to the burial ground
It's a very old dance with a merry old sound
Looks like it's on today

 

The Pat



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